Topic: 6 years and over
im gonna get emo!
me and the missus split up after 6 years! I remeber posting about her on here when i just met her and i was well into her.
i feel like shit- for any of you new ones, ive been posting here intermitently for ten years.
i just feel so lonely, like, i love her and she doesn love me, thats so fuking painful to know.
We were engaged, we were planning our wedding, i was excited about having kids with her! and now...nothing, i just dont know what to do.
I 've lost my partner in crime! When I do something exciting, or when i make something (music, art...anything) the person iwant to share it with just isnt there.
i dont knwo what to do, i dont know how to deal with this.
im drunk, ive been drunk for the past 2 weeks, thats the only thing that seems to help, but i know its not helping
apologies for my 'return post' being so shit, but i feel like shit. deal with it.